unhappy beginnings

15 Oct, 2025

i got dumped by my partner of 7 years Very recently. im in a depression pit and go from feeling numb to suicidal. i know logically how they treated me leading up to the break wasn't my fault. no one made them lie and isolate or do any of what they've done. no one made them hurt me and then demonize me.

i can only hope i bloom from this all a better person. but right now it hurts so much. i try to look on the bright side of things. at least the sun is still shining. at least the clouds look awfully pretty today. good people still exist.

they're out there. i just have to reach it too.